Almost every day I cock my head and listen. Does the Universe want to say anything through Kathy in the blogging world? Does it have anything to say?
It’s odd when one begins operating through a sense of listening to Universal direction, rather than relying on thoughts and desires to compass one in the next unfolding moment. It’s a different orientation, a different motivation.
You never know what’s going to happen next.
Sometimes you find yourself habitually listening to commanding thoughts again, but it seems to actually hurt. So you stop in this fresh new moment and simply notice. Ah ha, THIS is what I am.
I can remember getting annoyed with friends who behaved in ways that irritated me. There was a definite belief that there was a separate “me” and separate “other”. That the person was separately independently making decisions that seemed wrong or unjust. Now it often usually appears as a dance with no unique separate self at the helm deciding definitely to do this next. Instead it’s a seamless interconnected Universe simply dancing.
Shimmer, shimmer, wave, rock.
You never know what’s going to happen next, and that seems to transition from fear to fullness as the ego relaxes its fierce grip. What relief! We don’t have to know. And so we listen for the symphony’s next movement…and the dance continues…